HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAC WONG!!!

haha as i said, someone old liao...unlike me, my 20th year has been extended till MAY. bleah.
-yeah i know u love my blog cos got your name here everytime.

hmm...and looks like i can go guitar shopping soon.
BUT exams are so near...looks like have to wait again.
me and my new guitar have no yuan2 fen4 lor. sigh...

hey to all u guys who haven't got this from tong shou, i wonder if i'm supposed to send it out to people. anyways you guys can get it from here.

hmm is it just me or am i freak-ishly tall in this pic. haha...

i would just like to say TECH COM IS OVER!!! YESSSsssss!

so darn happy. and i can get a good night's sleep because tomorrow's lecture is e-lecture which means i can sleep till 12pm and go to school for design tutorial ONLY. but first, i have to get my design tutorial done tonight...

oh not forgetting DC leaves tomorrow if my memory hasn't failed me. though he probably isn't gonna read this. have a great trip man. argh wish i could go take a trip and not take exams.

alright, let's go let's go...design tutorial time, before tomorrow profA asks me and i give him blur face again...

maybe it's the result of my course of study, some zhi2 ye4 bing4 or whatever...but i seem to be less able to accept uncertainty and inconsistency.

so anyway, it's just this person i know giving me answers that are inconsistent with my observation. guess maybe because he/she/it doesn't know i know...but i have already known for the longest time.

the issue that he/she/it is hiding may be trivial at least to me but i'm confused (and therefore uncertain) of the answers i have to give when someone else asks me about it which leads to me being unhappy/sian (insert some other suitable negative term).

so...please tell me once and for all so at least i know how to answer when i am asked. or probably if any of you have any answers PLEASE TELL ME. hmm "any of you" referring to people like tong shou, jac and company. but then you'll probably have to ask me for the question first. on msn or something before i disappear into the wilderness of pre-exam madness.

i've got a presentation tomorrow. dress code: smart casual (yes laugh, you probably won't be the first to)...i SERIOUSLY CANNOT BE BOTHERED (yes i've said this for the millionth time) because i have too much other work to do.

at least i got a new shirt for this. if the bloody tutor has to find a problem with me, then i guess it just goes to show what kind of person she is. so...let's go fly kite tomorrow.

sigh lab report is going to kill all my brain cells. help.

was discussing with ken today whether we should celebrate birthday. since 2 days before first paper, maybe the both of us should just celebrate together. but who are we kidding, think neither of us will be in the mood to celebrate anything...probably desperately grasping onto our design catalogues and crying. hehe...anyway the amount of effort that goes into designing a single chain or belt drive is fan-tabulous.

the whole bunch of us YD, Ber and ken should go for lunch together more often...it's this kind of company that makes me not want to pon school...oh yes, and the people sitting behind me (i'm not too sure of their names...heh) in my design class too...thanks to you guys, i miss the minimal number of materials lecture every tuesday and go home when the cows come home.

today at design,
profA: so which side is the slack side? -then he calls me to answer
me: -suddenly jumps up cos i was zoning out- huh...*long pause*
profA: jac...so?
me: ERM...wait ah...*long pause again*
profA: okay...
me: HUH (thinking: SH*T, really ah...crap i expected him to move on and ask other people)...what was your question again ah? slack side or tight side?
profA: slack - gimme weird face-
me: ORH! -anyhow chooses any answer-

heh...and it turned out to be right. could hear the guys behind me snickering lah. funny meh? haha...ok not really very funny lah, but the one day i felt sleepy he had to ask me a question i really didn't know how to answer. sian.

argh, have to go do (or at least attempt to do) maths tutorial now.
only one problem, i'm sleeeeepy....*yawn*

haha E and i was just talking about what DC said that day. haha...something about a judging criteria on what gigs to accept. something about money, art and fun...it's not supposed to be funny lah but it's just the way E said it. but the guy really did teach us a lot.

actually i've been worrying that i'm going deaf just that i wasn't too sure. then the lecturers made it even better....until i was quite sure i was going deaf. until today (it's been a long time since i attended lecturer with anyone) when i attended lecture with kenny...then i finally asked someone whether it was me or the lecturers. darn was i relieved. seems like all the lecturers enjoy turning the sound system down so much lately.


want to know what i have to do this week?
i have 1 presentation, 1 lab report, 1 test, 1 WHOLE BOATLOAD of tutorials and not forgetting i have yet to start studying for exams.

....when i know people who have finished all of the above, why is it that i am not feeling very human anymore? sigh...

i have low blood pressure, so once in a while in the middle of the night i need to eat salty stuff real bad. so anyway, i have a new ultimate solution to what to eat. today, for some reason i was not able to go out to buy food AND i was out of instant noodles, frozen food and bread. i thought i would just die, and i didn't want to call for macs delivery cos it's $2 bloody bucks more for delivery.

to get to the point. i opened the fridge...and found cheese and eggs...so i fried a cheese omelette myself for the first time in my life. yeah, i do know how to make my own food by the way. just that i never make cheese omelette because i have this impression it's VERY difficult to wash and i'm VERY lazy. so i've learnt today that it's NOT that bad. haha as long as you don't allow the cheese to contact the pan. oh yeah and i miss eating cheese omelette because they only sell it in the mornings outside, and i'm not awake in the mornings.

alright...i'm going back to thermo now. got to finish the whole stack of crap for myself. ARGH!

FINALLY went to get my line to headphones adaptor today and did some recording, looks like my acoustic guitar doesn't really need a DI after all. it still sounds rather decent...

anyway i've recorded one track today...done and complete, without vocals...though i know many people have asked me to do the vocals on the track, i just can't i think something wrong with the recording i did, somehow with one of the mistakes the vocals can't fit. hmm yeah i tried.

so who wants a copy?
yes jac, it's DONE. haha...well kinda.

alright i'm going to sleep and hopefully go to school LATER.

new song mastered.
now, if i can just find someone to jam with me...2 guitarists and see what weird stuff we can come up with. hmm...

Landing in London - 3 doors down

I woke up today in London
As the plane was touching down
All I could think about was Monday
Maybe I’d be back around
If this keeps me away much longer
I don’t know what I will do
You've got to understand it’s a hard life,
that I’m going through

And when the night falls in around me
I don’t think I’ll make it through
Ill use your light to guide my way
Cuz all I think about is you

L A is getting kind of crazy
New York's getting kind of cold
I keep my head from getting lazy
I just can’t wait to get back home

And all these days I spend away
Ill make up for this I swear
I need your love to hold me up
When it’s all too much to bear

And when the night falls in around me
I don’t think I’ll make it through
Ill use your light to guide my way
Cuz all I think about is you

And all these days I spend away
Ill make up for this I swear
I need your love to hold me up
When it’s all too much to bear

And when the night falls in around me
I don’t think I’ll make it through
Use your light to guide the way

Cuz all I think about is you


definitely more sane now, the fact that i can master a song in a bit less than half an hour is a great sign. but still not completely recovered.

...oh well, he probably didn't even know how much of a difference he made.

thanks loads for reminding me about discipline, just when i thought the whole world was getting too inhumanly smart and myself getting too hopeless.

suddenly things are more or less back in perspective again.

it's very reassuring to have a better idea of how things could be, and that it's not just some idealistic dream i have...other people i know would probably not have disclosed such personal info, but ah well.

anyway, now i owe him one, and he probably doesn't even know it either. thanks loads bro...

hopefully this mean things are going to take a turn for the better. argh...got to get my act together and try to pull everything back together before it's too late.

i guess sometimes it's just a matter of talking to the right person.

who am i kidding?

all's not fine...at this rate i'm not going to make it but what can i do? so darn tired...

exams in approx 1 month.

no target, no focus, no motivation, no energy. so whose going to help me?

what did i do today? well...let's see...

k-boxing with the AV people!



















































Electrico Concert at NUS!