...oh well, he probably didn't even know how much of a difference he made.

thanks loads for reminding me about discipline, just when i thought the whole world was getting too inhumanly smart and myself getting too hopeless.

suddenly things are more or less back in perspective again.

it's very reassuring to have a better idea of how things could be, and that it's not just some idealistic dream i have...other people i know would probably not have disclosed such personal info, but ah well.

anyway, now i owe him one, and he probably doesn't even know it either. thanks loads bro...

hopefully this mean things are going to take a turn for the better. argh...got to get my act together and try to pull everything back together before it's too late.

i guess sometimes it's just a matter of talking to the right person.