think people might think i'm schizo or something. "why so shocked?" (no reference to "why so serious"). yeah i guess there are things i don't mention, but doesn't mean i'm not. but just push on and you'll start seeing the contradictions. then you'll just be confused again. but actually it's simpler than it seems.

anyway...work is picking up and i'm quite desperate not to drown this semester. so...if i disappear from all existance, it's probably resulting from my laziness. afterall, laziness has to appear somewhere somehow.

have fun guys. good night.

(nope i'm not sure of what i'm talking about either)