been so freakin' busy no one will believe. everyday it's rush rush rush...just when i think i will be done and have a short, temporary, desperately-needed break, i end up getting flooded by another matter.

but i've learnt a lot this EID and it's not even over. like what i will be required to do and what i can expect to be doing as an engineer. and i realise i haven't selected the wrong course. when i lose my way among all the crappy academic stuff, i guess it's great i have stuff like this to put me back on course and look at stuff on the long-term.

hello, i'm glad i have no life...maybe it's a good thing because it prevents me from thinking about certain people whom i'm supposed to have given up on. knowing something and believing something you know are surely different things. why do i place some people/things so highly when i should not. i should just move away and move along. i'm not supposed to have time for this kind of crap. ah, me and my self-deception. i love it, don't you?

anyway, our project is just moving along, not fantastically, but at least i HOPE we'll be able to come up with something decent at the end of this. esp when i'm giving up so much for this...was offered this well-paying job and stuff...and now i can't even help out with av even though i really want to.

i'm still available for dinner to those of you who are bored and need entertainment desperately. you guys can help me keep busy and prevent my brain from wandering to certain things...argh

i want to do a post about 5th may but i can't. i haven't been home any time earlier than 9pm since that day. EID has started and it's terribly draining...full day everyday and no chance of ponning at all. maybe it's a good thing because there are some things that i simply shouldn't think about.

anyway i'll put in a longer post probably tomorrow or something when i have the time. it's going to be a hell of a 5 weeks. but there's pretty much nothing i can do about it. sigh...

let's see...i wish to thank JH and GS for 2nd birthday present this year. darn i know this is late, but i've been busy with making my room 'more accessible to human traffic'.

these 2 super cool folks got me a pair of super cool oakley shades and now i can look uber cool on the roads. i wanna post a picture, but i lost my USB cable for my phone while i was cleaning. argh must find it soon...

many people coming tomorrow, it's 4 freakin' am and i'm still awake, just finished packing and ate a bowl of instant noodles. now i'm finishing up my drink before i go and get a bit of sleep. tomorrow's going to be a loooong day. i hope we have fun...

haha i saw this advert on tv today, SO DARN FUNNY that i had to post it here...