1 - i don't like my project topic.
2 - i don't like the way my group does things.
3 - i'm very tired.

please note 2. i do not like the way my group does things and it's not i do not like my group.

anyway school stuff aside, i think i'm losing my friends.

this is only year 3, it's not final year. some of the people are graduating this year. then after they / i / we graduate i believe things will only get worse. not all will stay in Singapore and everyone will be under the regimental work system crap working 9 am to 5 pm or longer.

if this is the life that awaits, i wonder what's the point. whatever it is, if i disappear off the face of the earth, i believe it may be possible that no one will notice.

it's amazing (at least to me) how even a primate can be recognised for what she has done for singapore and yet, some of the humans live such insignificant lives. so what do people live for exactly? and if we just go out only to be stuck in the crappy system that holds everyone down then it'll probably be the case.

it's just such a depressing thought. and so we shall see. but then again, the term significance of the term 'significant' varies from person to person.


Gone - Switchfoot

She told him she’d rather fix her makeup
Than try to fix what’s going on
But the problem keeps on calling
Even with the cellphone gone
She told him that she believes in living
Bigger than she’s living now
But her world keeps spinning backwards
And upsidedown
Don’t say so long in the cellphone
Don’t spend today away
Cuz today will soon be

Gone, like yesterday is gone,
Like history is
Gone, just trying to prove me wrong
And pretend like your immortal

She said he said live like no tomorrow
Every day we borrow
Brings us one step closer to the edge (infinity)
Where your treasure, where’s your hope
Forget the world and lose your soul
She pretends like she pretends like she’s immortal
Don’t say so long
Your not that far gone
This could be your big chance to makeup
Today till soon be

Gone, like yeterday is gone,
Like history is gone,
The world keeps spinning on,
Your going going gone,
Like sumemr break is gone,
Like saturday is gone
Just trying to prove me wrong
You pretend like your immortal your immortal

We are not infinite
We are not permanant
Nothing is immediate
We’re so confident
In our accomplishments
Look at how dark it is

Gone, like frank sinatra
Like elvis and his mom
Like al pichino’s cash nothing lasts in this life
My highschool dreams are gone
My childhood sweets are gone
Life is a day that doesn’t last for long

Life is more than money
Time was never money
Time was never cash,
Life is still more than girls
Life is more than hundred dollar bills
And oh the town fills
Life more than fame and rock and roll and thrills
All the riches of the kings
And up in wills we got information in the information age
But do we know what life is
Outside of our conveinent lexus cages

She said he said live like no tomorrow
Every moment that we borrow
Brings us closer to the God who’s not short of cash
Hey bono I’m glad you asked
Life is still worth living, life is still worth living