CNY this year was ok i guess. i kind of expected too much to start with. but by usual standards it was good. talked to more relatives than previous years, i expected to get many many solutions from relatives regarding what i should do next. but it's not a free for all thing i guess, after all CNY isn't a time to talk about work. special mention to auntie Y. Sze for the ego-boosting compliment. heh.

i know my family (extended and all) is something that i should be really thankful for, because almost all of them almost always accept me for whoever i am and even when they don't they pretend* to. there are people i should not be meeting only once a year. and the anger or falling outs never last because ultimately somehow the differences will be put aside.

i'm tired. have been for a while. at varying magnitudes but still tired. and in addition, it's like i want to do so many things on top of what i'm supposed to.