work is sucky because i keep getting stuck between 2 of the people there who are supposed to be working together. the guy i'm working under being one of them. and sometimes i feel the guy i'm working under is just not up to standard with a lot of things he does. sometimes it disappoints me to have to do things that aren't up to standard myself just because he doesn't give me better and clearer instructions.

on another topic...

i guess it's a good opportunity to meet and play with musicians who are a lot more talented than myself. met a very cool bassist today by the name of R. funky guy lah.

going to be playing in front of a live audience again. today there was less cold sweat, i think i'll grow more confident with each time - just as with every normal human being. but i must remind myself that it's not the act of playing that's crucial but what i'm playing for.

so so tired...public holiday tomorrow is super well-timed.