i have reached a point where i think i can put everything i have here down and move somewhere else. it's not that i don't like living in Singapore anymore. i guess to some extent, i need a break from things here.

once it was the expectations of others that stressed me, now those expectations fade and it's my own expectations that make everything uncertain. things change...somehow. and given how i hate uncertainty, maybe that's why i feel so lousy these days.

after getting a sneak peak into life as an engineer...i am definitely starting to wonder if it's the path i want to take. and if it isn't, what will my alternative be? see...uncertain again. yuck i hate it.