couldn't seem to concentrate...not even with EG. i feel sick, of everything in general. upset that i'm the one screwing my own life up. i've seen two lousy papers...and remembering how i once promised myself that i would never allow this to happen in uni life i question how seriously i take myself. i think i take some people more seriously than myself...

aiyah...let's get back to EG.
i think the lead guitar book piece we did today was nice...blues and jazzy sounding, no wonder DC played it well. we did a bit of sweeping ("not sweep the floor lah"). a few other rifts, which sound pretty cool. with natural harmonics (which i can't get...). talked to DC a bit today...but nothing much.

ok off to watch CSI then probably to sleep.