sigh i just checked edventure (i.e. our school learning portal thingy) and realised i have a PAP113 homework set due right after CNY. i'm honestly really tired and i keep questioning myself again and again on whether i'm really going to survive this sem. i'm so afraid i'll see sliding grades. but i still want to have my life...on top of all the crappy work i've got to do.

let's see...today's technically monday. tomorrow, i have 4 tutorial sessions...maths, physics, chem and accounting. and out of 4 tutorials, i've only done 1 -- maths (quite unexpected eh?)...didn't know how to do 3/8 questions though and have NOT at all started on the rest. ARGH! and you know what? i still have no idea what chem kinetics is (jacW don't kill me). this definitely cannot go on. tomorrow when i'm back from school, i can forget about jamming and use the time to do my chem and accounting tutorial. physics can wait...i guess?

alright computing tomorrow morning. and i don't know what chapter 3 is about.

my whole brain is in a whirl...no time to think about other stuff but work. how am i going to squeeze time out to make a trip back to SN and NY? sigh...hopefully things will be better after tuesday...though by then i'll be rushing my PAP113 homework set 2! wish i had an extra brain...then one could do work while the other was sleeping...