sigh, keep disappointing people this few days because i'm unable to help them. i think dom's on standby again because of a certain escaped fugitive so now, someone has to play for him. and sad to say, i won't be the someone because if i take the job again, i will probably freak ms out again (so not good for my reputation) because there's is a 99.9% chance i will be waking up super super late again on sunday. - i was late also, the last time i played for this band...and i'm almost always NEVER late.

under usual circumstances, i would just do it because a chance to play is always the utmost priority but this week has been so terrible, i need a point to release steam. so even if i play, it'll probably be something very sucky and unconvincing. not to mention if i add another practice session tomorrow i'll be swamped.

ah, just trying to justify my decision to myself. it's not easy to turn down anything guitar-related these days, because such chances are so rare. oh well...