after my VERY long disappearance, i'm went back today...well, it's the 2nd week i'm back...and i hope it won't be the last. because it's great to be back. think i've re-discovered my direction or something of that sort...

and although not everyone i used to know is still around, the few of them are enough. and what we kind of friendship that we have between us is different from what i have with any others. partly because we literally grew up together and also because we share something else very close in common. there's this sense of unconditional acceptance that i really appreciate...because no matter how terrible things are outside, here i can always find a sense of peace.

ok got to go get some more sleep before work starts again tomorrow.