i observed today that if you walk fast and lean forward far enough, you can look like you're flying.

anyways...i do wonder if this is the maximum stress studying can bring. because if there's anything beyond this, logic and reason may not be a constant...something like theory of relativity.

no i can't take it much longer, and i hope some miracle will drop from the sky and hit my head and suddenly i'll understand all the lectures i've missed/not comprehended/forgotten. yeah, then maybe things will get better and my future won't appear that hazy. sigh.