sleeping is a great way to overcome sadness or sian-ness depending on which it may be. and i slept through saturday. i have a test on monday, but there are other things on my mind, and believe it or not i actually consciously chose to sleep that long. feeling kind of sick too actually. having headaches quite frequently. wonder what has happened to my brain.

and so, i need to study for my fluid mech test on monday. i screwed up both tests last week - both circuits and machines. i wonder what the hell is wrong with me. it's UNDERSTANDABLE (not ok though) to screw up if you don't study or if the paper is too difficult, but i studied and the papers weren't hard. i can't seem to account for the crap i produced for both tests. and just because i never said anything to anyone doesn't mean i'm satisfied with what i've done. argh.