don't want to say this. but i really feel quite demoralised this sem. everything i do is so screwed up. i try to convince myself that things can turn out better. but everytime i seem to start to believe, it just turns bad again. first it was my maths...then it was my accounting 60/100. now? it's my chem. i seriously do not think 70/100 is a good mark. and i don't know what grade it works out to...but i think i can do better. either something is wrong...or my expectations have gone up. i definitely hope it's the latter though i'm pretty sure it's the former. wonder if i can even catch up in time! it's like 5 weeks to exams. i hope my computing will bring better news (very hopefully an A). sigh i'm really tired.