yuck...i just heard that the prof i'm under for FYP is 'blacklisted'. i have not received this 'blacklist' and i don't know what it's based on. but it's still quite a sian feeling. but experience has shown me that i should not form any opinion before i am actually there to judge for myself. because as far as i know, if there's a 'blacklist' for students, there's a pretty high chance i'll be on it too. so i guess we'll wait and see...and i'll know soon once he replies my mails.

i think i should elabo a bit on my new policy...
at the moment, i'm not really calling people to meet up anymore. it should not be taken as me not wanting to meet up. i'm just tired of always calling and chasing people to come out to meet. the no-obligation thing wasn't exactly working either. so for now...if want to meet up, just give me a call and 90% (or above) i'll probably be free and once a date, time and place is fixed i'll surely be there (emergencies notwithstanding). yeah...it's all part of my plan to save money and play more guitar. so don't think i have nothing to do. because i do. so of course, people who want to meet up to jam around and stuff will get priority. bleah. whatever man, kind of got over the 'guilt' of not bothering to meet up with people already.

today i have also observed something weird. musician's have this tendancy to put stuff in their mouth...from violin bows to guitar picks. yeah...don't they swallow any of this stuff or choke on them? no wonder some people tell me they keep losing picks lah. so darn funny. i'm never borrowing picks from anyone again...who knows where those have been. and i'm going to be very selective about who i lend picks to, because you never know where they might be.

not much of the good times left. got to enjoy while it lasts...