i played my first major screw up today...'major' in this case being specifically defined by a extended period of silent pause. not once, but TWICE. it was due to an 'on-the-spot' change in sequence which left me in a literal state of what can best be described as -- "HUH?!"

and i was fumbling around my paper looking for the chords i was supposed to play. i wasn't kan cheong but just looking quite desperately for what i was supposed to play. it wasn't that bad anyway...no one really said anything anyway.