i question my intentions. only to feel lousy again. and i wonder why i even make the effort. just when i was trying to make things work. i laugh...at myself for being so idealistic. to even dare to question why people must find conflict among themselves all the time. and now, i understand why he's like that...i want to re-examine my stand on the entire matter. and so, in the meantime, i don't want to talk to anyone if i can help it. really tired. why do human-human relations always have to be so complicated. it doesn't need to be you know? i'm really drained. and i have to do my EconsMfg project later. lucky there's no school tomorrow, things can't get any worse...seriously. argh.