so much for christmas. just kept playing MS at 'ron's place. we didn't much do much talking whatsoever...well, i always talk to 'ron anyway, so yesterday was not much of a 'special' get-togther with him, but the rest.

today' i'm going to 'vin's house just cos i want to know how to drive everyone to the chalet on wednesday. sigh...i feel so scheming and hypocritical. but what can i do? i wonder what has changed over the years. back when the 3 of us were inseparable.

now i guess some of us have our own ideals...or make that all of us have our different ideals and going for different stuff. when we were in the same school or rather in primary school, all of us faced the same thing. until we went to secondary school, when it was different everywhere i.e. different subject combinations, did different things during non-school times...the probably it got worse but not as bad. but when it came to post-secondary...guess we really drifted. cos i made the choice to go to JC but they didn't.

no one has made any wrong choice. we just made different choices. but it seems human to think that your own choice reigns superior...argh. in the end, the family tie remains, but has faded. yet for me and 'ron it hasn't...despite all the crap though it has strained a little...we try to give and take a bit...but apparently not everyone plays by those rules.

this whole human-behaviour and human-reaction thing still puzzles me up till today. i wish i knew what each person's every action or word really means, then i won't have to play the guessing game all the time...right tong shou?

think sometimes we make things more complicated than they actually are...we humans. sigh...who knows? i'm most probably one of them.

so much for christmas. we're off to 'vin's place. kind of hope we don't stay long. i'm quite tired from yesterday.