i'm considering giving up a very important aspect of my life. sigh so many aspects...some side has got to give. think i don't have enough room right now, cos of the shift of my focus. want to narrow down the scope so that i do better in the few areas i choose to persue. it's hard but i have to do it...right?

ok so i'm freaked out after seeing the results i need to continue with my dreams. but is that wrong? so i have decided some side has got to give. don't make it seem like i'm making the biggest mistake of my life. don't continuously question my decisions. i know how to make them. and i only do after careful consideration. so after i'm done deliberating, i would appreciate it if you stop trying to convince me otherwise or start critisizing.

ok anyways, i have done absoultely nothing once again this weekend. productivity has been so terrible. maybe i'm not meant to be a mugger...or maybe i should just stop all other commitments. wait...is TV a commitment? probably...haha.

sigh life science keeps putting me to sleep. i've yet to continuously read a single set of lecture notes without dozing off...hmm it doesn't beat econs though (a single page.without dozing off). the ultimate was a single paragraph think in BOP. makes me think how i'm going to survive the week after next. exams please end soon leh!!!