i look at guitarists like steve vai and i wonder how fast their fingers move up and down that fretboard. people like joe satriani are so inhuman. i wish one day i can play like that...music connecting with your soul. it's simply amazing just watching them play...the day i can play like that (if that day actually comes) will probably be the day i don't mind performing for people in front of this big huge crowd.

never been so entertained and interested by an instrument before. i think even if i don't learn saxaphone in this lifetime, the guitar is enough.

econs LATER (to think i haven't studied macro). wonder how much i can remember. this may prove to be fatal. but i'm just going to go in and see what i can make up and literally smoke my way through (hope i don't raze the place to the ground). why am i still awake? i have just decided i will push my chances and do a bit more reading and hope like siao i won't fall asleep during the paper later.

anyway, nice song with nice guitar rift (tempting me once again to get the FX-pedal) sighs.

Perfect Situation - Weezer

What's the deal with my brain?
Why am I so obviously insane?
In a perfect situation
I let love down the drain.
There's the pitch, slow and straight.
All I have to do is swing
and I'm the hero, but I'm the zero.

Hungry nights, once again
Now it's getting unbelievable.
'Cause I could not have it better,
But I just can't get no play
From the girls, all around
As they search the night for someone to hold onto.
I just pass through...

Get your hands off the girl,
Can't you see that she belongs to me?
And I don't appreciate this excess company.
Though I can't satisfy all the needs she has
And so she starts to wander...Can you blame her?