how much do these guitarists give up to persue their dreams. but i look at the joy of being able to perform in front of these hordes of people and to them at that time it's probably all worth it. been thinking what it feels like to perform at that level. being at a concert and watching them play would probably be a very exhilerating but performing would probably be on another level by itself. makes me want to write a song for myself. to be able to write such beautiful songs with touching lyrics must really be a gift.

probably means i have to put more effort into practicing. got a couple of songs i'll try to master these couple of weeks. once i get these things done, i think my "vocab" would be much better and hopefully i'll have more confidence. backed up by learning more rifts and theory will make me a better guitarist by the end of december by when i have to be ready for the next round of gruelling times in school. of course i have to put more HEART into it...hmm...

ok...off to continue with my U2 concert.