when will i learnt to get some things out of my brain.
seesh, at this rate, no wonder my entire train of thought is so flooded~ whose wouldn't be?

though i honestly doubt no one will know exactly what i'm talking about. probably some people know about it but don't know what that i'm referring to it here. so whatever it is, i guess the exact thought i'm referring to isn't important...the process of trying to get rid of it is. i've been so distracted lately. can't believe it.

it's funny how i know it's pointless yet i still can't get over the fact and my brain is still saturated...ok so it's not as bad now as it was then, but it's still bad. how many pointless thoughts have i had in this lifetime so far? aiyoh...my brain is working on things it shouldn't even be bothered about. and by the way, is it sheer coincidence or luck that all of these stupid, pointless thoughts have to do with human-human relations? --the one thing i still can't understand up till today...

had the weirdest dream yesterday...something about kenah-ing some weird disease and getting quarintined. then die-die couldn't go take some test or something like that...so in order not to fail, i found a way out of this prison-like house (ok it wasn't that prison-like...more like chalet-like) must be this world we live in...all the SARS, the bird flu, the dengue...gosh, it's even getting into my subconscious!