what a lousy day. but well, it didn't hit me that hard till i reached home. got my very first parking ticket today. why? cos i haven't switched to "driver's metality" yet...and displaying carpark coupons aren't part of my mental what-to-do-after-parking list. sighs. 30 bucks. bummers...i'm currently already broke enough.

but that's nothing. i'm sick once again. the same old problem just wish i could diagnose it. and i do wonder if it's psychological sometimes. or then again, maybe the psychological aspect just plays a part in making things worse for me.

things have just been lousy...don't ask why. yes i know i can be "insensitive" and "troublesome" (regardless of whether it's intentional/unintentional). and i don't give a crap because certain people just know how to push the right buttons to piss me off but most of the time, i just tolerate cos it's probably not worth it. i don't write this sort of thing about anyone else in something that will be read by another and be remembered. ah whatever. i'm tired enough so let's not brood on this.

it's not going to be long before i start wanting to be all by myself again. things just haven't been smooth lately despite the fact i keep trying not to take negative viewpoints...sighs.