i don't know whether to be more upset that i lost money or be more upset that france is through. darn it sucks.

funds are trickling in and i really wonder when i will actually collect $1k. it seems like an eternity from now. but heck, the joy i get from jamming is going to be worth it. and the .11s are sadistic man! my gosh...for a moment i considered to take them out and go buy a .10 to replace them. and i suspect my B-string is thinner than my E-string. quite weird actually. but it's VERY difficult to bend now. it's like bending 2 B-strings...within one song my fingers started to give way. think i need to put ice pack on my wrist now. but hopefully this will improve my left hand strength by a lot. maybe i should use .11s to .48s.

a conversation...
bro: so should i push my tuition to saturday?
me: yeah...cos i don't think we'll be back in time.
bro: so what do i tell her (i.e. teacher)?
me: erm...you're going somewhere?
bro: and if she ask where?
me: no where lah.

technically it's true. i'm going nowhere, and i guess that's what i like about it.

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