i must constantly remind myself that i'm me. not someone else...not someone who has totally given up on human-human contact. i need to link back to my past to know my future...but the link has faded along the way.

anyway i found a nice place where i can be all by myself...but i'm not going to reveal where it is. a place where i can enjoy nice aircon, an almost-personal toilet and quiet environment without anyone coming to bug me. yes...how nice. guess when you drive, the whole singapore seems so much smaller.

i e-mailed dan about my cd hamper...wonder where it is, it's not the first time i'm having problems with getting my prizes from the station. seesh...

i'm contemplating, hesitating...wondering what my next step should be. advice advice...but who can give me any? at least unbiased comments are more welcome...sighs.

have this strange craving for chicken nuggets now, or make that anything meat. i'm hungry. what great timing. should i call mac-delivery? it's so expensive though...today no 24 hour macs how sad.

ok i'm off to watch tv. byes everyone.